Princess Jazz

There are going to be a lot of things ending in my life over the next few weeks. It begins today with the end of classes. After these next two classes this afternoon, I will be finished taking courses at this school forever. This is the end of my university career. Kind of exciting and kind of scary at the same time.

Next week I'll beginmoving my stuff out of my apartment. I anticipate that this will be harder to do than ending school. This place became my home, and although it was freezing cold, it was familiar and it was mine. There is some comfort in this transition though - I'll be back with my family for the summer and that will be a happy time, but the best thing about all this moving is that the next apartment I move into will be a real "home" because it will be with my own brand new family. As much as I have loved (most of) my room mates, I'm ready to live with someone who loves me. I'll feel much safer, and I'm sure that will make it feel more like home. I'm more scared of the city though - I think it'll take a while to get used to a new city and to feel like I belong there. But I'm confident that over time it'll be okay. I felt the same way when I moved from my parents' farm to here. This next move will be easier to handle because at least time I won't be going alone.